ok people this aint easy so he goes, iv been to the docs and been told iv got depression , my loving wife has told me for yrs and iv never listern to her and shrugged it off and used every excuse possiable.
I haven’t had and easy life from being crippled and told I would never walk again from a major accident to working 18 to 20 hrs a day 7 days aweek for weeks on end , iv been burnt out and put in hospital 3 times.
iv worked 3 jobs at a time just because I wanted the money .
iv had major health issues from crook lungs , a heart attack a cpl yrs ago , thiriode problems, major back problems that surgons don’t want to touch, so im just waiting for the day im in a wheelchair, my loving wife which iv been with for 10 yrs has been fighting cancer , for that whole time , and she had a major opp this yr and the docs couldn’t believe how bad she was. she fine atm thank you god for that I would be lost with out her.
what im about to say is horriable but my wife threaten to leave and take my kids from me because she didn’t want to watch me destroy myself and come home 1 day and find me laying somewere lifeless, I don’t blame her ,so the shock has made me jump on the net and have a look at the symptoms and I was shattered to read that iv got most of them :blink: some of my friends has noticed this and everytime somebody tried to talk about it I birred up, and walked away.
for a exsample those of you who know me know me as the quite person , who helps everybody , who is so patient, polite , easy going bloke , I was walking to the woolies supermarket to get a cpl things and a bloke who was trying to raise money for the paralipians got in my face and made a comment I didn’t like which I told him to back of and im not interested in which he commented make me with a lol so basicly I sat him on his ass in the doorway to woolies , I rang the wife and told her what had happened and she went off at me because that’s not like me so that was proberly were this all start the threat of leaving me .
my wife is a loving woman who many of you can vouch for but she loved me to bits but she was near the end of her tether and that was my choice lucky for me after the research I did talking to my boss and friends they all ageed, and the shock has got me to the docs on tablets and iv got to go back next week so I cant sort out some visits to another spicialest.
please guys don’t let it get to the stage iv got to, list to people talk to somebody, see somebody, don’t matter how tough you are you still can become a victom like me
so a big thanx must go out to my DARLING WIFE RACHAEL and MY FRIENDS close to me here
the fight now begins for my real true happness again.
cheers wolfie
if you want a chat let me know im more then willing to try and help or even my wife
