Good on ya ECKS for posting I couldn’t begin to tell everyone what I have been through the past 18months only very few people know the WHOLE story, all I can say is to gather a good support network, good friends and family, good doc, can go a long way to helping. Don;t be scared to take meds if your doc suggests it, it is not a sign of weakness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Change a negative thought for a positive, get a hobby and keep your mind busy..
Cheers
Chris.